Monday, October 25, 2010
"A scattered dream that's like a far-off memory... a far-off memory that's like a scattered dream... i want to line the pieces up... yours and mine."
heh. well, The cycle ends once more.. i'm happy for everyone who stood by my side. honestly, i always thought i had no one. and that with my shattered childhood, although i appear okay, i'm not. but i learnt now that.. there are always people for me. i also always thought no one was by my side for me. but i was always there. i hated that fact.. but i guess i didn't see the people here who were here all along. haha. i'm really thankful. this incident has indeed tore a huge hole in my heart.. but i think i can nurse it back well. because of all the support you guys are giving me.
The cycle is endless. love is a gamble. either you risk it.. or you fail. there is only 2 outcomes. there isn't one there hanging like vaguely or whatever. but i've seen the outcome now.. and i accept it. i do hope if you are reading this.. you have a good life. :). But i acknowledge my fault too. :). you wanna say its all my fault.. sure. i accept it too. You've helped me grown as a person. no longer moping and weak. now its strong and good :). we all have a turning point in our lives.. but there are somethings that just don't change to matter how painful things got. :).
these friends are near and dear. and this post is dedicated to you.
... if YOU are reading.. you are probably scoffing at how ridiculous or bullshit or whatever lies i've weaved.. i can only say sorry.
our lives begin anew. A new story, a new chapter untold.
how you hold on to these series of events, is entirely up to you. for me, i thank you and it was a pleasure knowing you. Thanks for being there for me. and helping me realise there were indeed so many people here for me.
i'm glad you probably have a good life too. :). take care ba.
and to everyone who was here.. despite heavy advicing.. nagging.. and everything.. thank you. :).
Fight on 10/25/2010 08:06:00 PM
