Dexter

2010-10-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

ah... a new day.

"I like it like this. I liked having my mom hold me. My dad, too, back when we got along. But now...Squall, you're the one who gives me the most comfort. Comfort and happiness...and annoyance and disappointment, too!"

- Rinoa

LOL. i love this quote. lol.

heh. am playing ds recently.. loving the ro ds and kh 358/2 and miles edgeworth :D! OBEJECTION :D!

well, ro particularly made me choke up i guess.. lots of memories there.. especially with what happened recently. but im okay :). made an archer lol. :X the new job shaman looks cute :).

the dark knight looks damn cool haha. though i've yet to play that or even make that. lol.

somemore recently friends asking me play back RO.. ahaha.. boy do i miss that.. but its damn nostalgic and sometimes painful i guess. need time to heal :).. i guess what they say its true.

no one can kill the pain inside but you. :) its hard. but slowly. theres no rush. haha. i guess blogging helps me better. guess many people think its dead anyway.. :).

what.. doesn't kill you, will only make you stronger :D.

"Rinoa... Even if you end up as the world's enemy, I'll...I'll be your knight..."
—Squall's thoughts on Rinoa's situation.

2010-10-25T20:06:00.002+08:00

"A scattered dream that's like a far-off memory... a far-off memory that's like a scattered dream... i want to line the pieces up... yours and mine."

heh. well, The cycle ends once more.. i'm happy for everyone who stood by my side. honestly, i always thought i had no one. and that with my shattered childhood, although i appear okay, i'm not. but i learnt now that.. there are always people for me. i also always thought no one was by my side for me. but i was always there. i hated that fact.. but i guess i didn't see the people here who were here all along. haha. i'm really thankful. this incident has indeed tore a huge hole in my heart.. but i think i can nurse it back well. because of all the support you guys are giving me.

The cycle is endless. love is a gamble. either you risk it.. or you fail. there is only 2 outcomes. there isn't one there hanging like vaguely or whatever. but i've seen the outcome now.. and i accept it. i do hope if you are reading this.. you have a good life. :). But i acknowledge my fault too. :). you wanna say its all my fault.. sure. i accept it too. You've helped me grown as a person. no longer moping and weak. now its strong and good :). we all have a turning point in our lives.. but there are somethings that just don't change to matter how painful things got. :).

these friends are near and dear. and this post is dedicated to you.

... if YOU are reading.. you are probably scoffing at how ridiculous or bullshit or whatever lies i've weaved.. i can only say sorry.

our lives begin anew. A new story, a new chapter untold.

how you hold on to these series of events, is entirely up to you. for me, i thank you and it was a pleasure knowing you. Thanks for being there for me. and helping me realise there were indeed so many people here for me.

i'm glad you probably have a good life too. :). take care ba.

and to everyone who was here.. despite heavy advicing.. nagging.. and everything.. thank you. :).

2010-10-25T09:50:00.003+08:00

everything that has a start, has an end.

but yet, everything that has an end, has a new start.

infact, it never ends. and the cycle continues. There is no way to break out. no way to stop it. unless you stop your heart and emotions.

sometimes i stop.. and see my phone for your messages. which doesn't seem to come anymore. but its okay.

we all got to move on.

perhaps in the end, i am your toy after all.

but, at least i was used well.. lol.

You don't need my encouragement ... but i gave u it anyway. i do hope you do well ^^.

... and so it ends,

yet.. so it begins anew.

2010-10-18T20:03:00.003+08:00

been so long since i've blogged.

but this time, its with a heavy heart. i won't hide my tears. i know i've wronged you. We went through so much.. i guess... your happiness just got to me and i would do anything to make you happy. so now there goes my chances. there is no one to blame but myself. like you said, i am the worst guy alive.. its a brand. one.. i intend to remember well. not for me to use it against you if we do be friends again. but rather.. a reminder that i was this lousy and this fucked up.. there is nothing i can do to change time now. everything now is set in stone.. and like u said, i've dug my own grave. i just wish to let you know that i'm truly sorry for what happened... and.. really. i know its just words... words.. which mean nothing now. but.. i always say last msg last msg.. but in truth, i dont want to harass you.. but i just want you to know it really hurts inside. There are no more cards to play. i've told you my biggest problem.. and yet you used it against me... thats just.. so sad. haha. sigh.

several people are trying to change what i am going to leave behind.. they think you don't deserve anything from me.. and that i am insane for leaving u so many stuff.. but.. i think you deserve them. every single one of it.

what am i to you? nothing.

even you smsing me now mocking me.. honestly, i would still be happy that you messaged me.

i miss you terribly.. and i nearly avoided THE "gates". but how long can i avoid? i must go in one day. and leave everything behind. You said you wouldn't remember me and as long as i'm around you wont have peace.. nah. i dont think so. i made a promise... despite breaking it 2 times, i'm going to keep it now. i won't contact you anymore. i just wish that you have a great life.. i am... still not going in yet.. i need some time to buy some stuff and whatnot. you might not ever see this. i don't blame you. i just wish you have a good life.. haha... take care bah. :)

sorry for everything.

2010-05-20T23:32:00.002+08:00

wah! 2 days.. 2 updates :D i guess i have lots to say? haha

finally had some time so can meet up with my fellow dpa mates today was lol. had another 2 hr 30 min break coz mr tan gotta attend graduation ceremony.. so spent playing games in class.. then went to eat and go to maths.. after maths finished went to camp at lvl 3 till 6 and went to meet elizabeth, shaun, gabriel, desmond and khidir :D! to celebrate khidir's birthday XD!

Went to clementi and went to its shopping centre to eat ramen since birthday boy wants to eat ramen. lol. got very nice deals. 1 set meal free 1 bowl of ramen. awesome :D! shared the ramen with gabriel. then sat around and chat about various stuff.. then went to arcade to play some games lolol. like jubeat, daytona, tekken 6.. haha.. mostly gabriel, shaun and elizabeth played jubeat.. me and khidir and desmond played various things ike daytona.. and tekken 6. lolol. but mainly tekken 6 was me and desmond only. LOL. things were so epic xD! match results was 2-4 i think? lol. but try nice desmond :D!

then after that head down to the base of the shopping centre.. while we were deciding where to eat the cake.. lol.. i saw a guy drive up with a balloon sticking out the window.. i at first thought was some random balloon.. then i looked closer it had the words "will you marry me?" printed on it! wow. a wedding proposal! Sadly, i felt for the guy.. the girl kinda look uninterested even when the guy winded down the window and took out a bouquet of flowers.. :(.. even when she eventully got into the car, she still looked so pissed and uninterested... even when the guy was smiling brightly and trying to get her attention and passing her the flowers.. :( i hope everything goes well for them..

anyway then we decided to just eat the cake at the roadside LOL!! wtf! LOL. ate with tissues and went into mos burger to get more tissues.. the cake tasted really weird LOL. had some berries in it.. xD. but still good .. i hope.

anyway then took the train back with gabriel and caught up on certain things.. haha..

overall a fun night for me :).. tomorrow school! leon's lesson.. photoshop @_@

:) until then!

"you can't twist the story to your own liking. there has to be a balance to everything."

2010-05-19T20:58:00.005+08:00

wow.. never update.. time for one then..

hello everyone! :D

ahh.. where should i start? :S poly life has been.. hmm great? heh. like my new friends :D. they're really helpful. thanks guys :D

all the lecturers are quite nice too.. heh. i like leon and mr tan's classes :D. very informative.

things are starting to get hectic.. everyone is like getting into sync.. i think a gap will soon form.. although im not sure.. i hope everyone can improve together.. so nobody gets left behind.. hahah.. although thats a little wishful thinking? O_o.. lets hope so ba..

currently doing my crs when i had a suddenly urge to blog. lol.

i have to thank remedy for coming to sp to give a talk about alan wake :D. really liked it alot. especially the suspense.. i just finished the game a yesterday :D. had a xbox360 for that. heheh. and been loving it so far. awesome game. so many mysteries.. imagine a bulldozer w/o any pilot just wanting your death.. epic. epic. Ending is disappointing yet understandable. @_@

anyway.. life has been going great.. everythings fine and dandy :D. learnt that somethings can't be helped. best u can only do your best. and even when u do your best and get slammed for NOT doing anything.. lol. thats when its really bullshit haha.. but things are like that.. even if u try to change them.. its like that. oh well @_@ haha. live with it.. everyone has their problems anyway..what makes me any different? :) even if this ends up in smoke again.. at least i know i did really do my part. haha :D.

i'm also happy for some people. :) at least they have found their happiness.. heh.. ah well.. life goes on.

oh yeah! if anyone out there hasn't caught kickass.. u guys must catch it. its really awesome :D!!

lol. i still dont get how i can make some people jealous. lol. but i hope i didn't trigger a series of events to make that person's life difficult.. if i did im terribly sorry.. :\.

oh yeah.. and fc4 and 6 are horrible coz its so hard to get food and seats >:(!

lol.. thats about it ba.. =)

"Its all a lie."

"Change yourself.. with your own hand to suit her.. but remember.. What was once taken for granted cannot be gained back by trying harder. So in the end, it may be pointless after all.. but at least you have learnt many things.."

2010-04-14T22:17:00.010+08:00

time for another update! if anyone is reading at all. LOLOL. oh well. just a place to say what i wanna say xD!

Hello all DDM/FT/1A/02!

hope i can work great with you guys xD

met my class liao.. although not very close yet, getting closer day by day ba.. more conversations and everything.. i guess things take time ba. best be get to know everyone so hopefully can forge some strong bonds :)

anyway orientation going smooth so far.. ah i want my new laptop :(.

i caught men who stare at goats yesterday with kevin. thats right!! xD! MEN WHO STARE AT GOATS LOLOLOL.

Below is the trailer :X.

yeap. LOL.

When i bought the tickets, the movie guy told me

"Enjoy your movie! you'll be staring at goats!"

me and kevin were like wtf. LOL. then we went up the staircase, to the cinema and guess what greeting out sight? lol.

oh yeah. looks promising.. LOLOL.

but went in anyway.. watched it.. quite nice! 7/10. had a quite solid storyline for something so ridiculous lolol.

some funny phrases xD

"we must be the first superpower to have superpowers!"

""and in today's top breaking story, we have found out that the US military uses this purple dinosaur, barney's, music by playing it 24 hours a day and 7 days a week to torture their POWs"

There was a part they were checking on the prisoners, when they opened a small window to have a peep, they were greeted by the sight of a prisoner curled up in a corner traumatized and the barney's "i love you.. you love me.." was playing in the background.

yeah. lol. u seen right. barney kills @_@.. well.. after the movie homed.. that was for wednesday!

Today was really awesome! blackjack outing ftw!

after SPICE training, we when to moberly.. played a little pool.. then we all set off to clarke quay's settler's cafe. quite awesome place. $6 dollars and 4 hours to play whatever board games u want. and they have so many to choose from! and adding another $6, you can get a main course of chicken chop, sauages or fish and chips and their proportion is quite awesome. woot. We played dividens (i think its spelt like that? lol) basically a stock board game. I kept red stocks and NEVER sold them. lol and everyone was like aiming, raping and targetting me. @_@. lol. at least i still had a little money at the end of the game. Yi xuan you lucky guy xD!. then, we played this game called know it or blow it.. question based game.. quite fun too. had to answer as a team. and some of the question are really damn zai and hard. at the same time, some were really ridiculous lol. After that, played some taboo. xD..

Reminds me of in a previous Taboo game,

"where do you celebrate national day?!"

"Istana!!"

LOL. FAIL JAYBLES. XD

We overall still won, but still good game guys :D.

Took a group photo which i kinda looked horrible in lol.

After that homed. Took to dg and changed to red line. Chatted about quite many things on the train back home. lol.

Should i create facebook and/or twitter? LOL.

hmm.. see how ba.

Awesome outing guys! We should meet up again!

Oh btw, these 2 bears caught my attention. lol. yeah. idk why. seriously. no im not gay or anything. just find them kinda cute stuffed like that. lol.

"life is sad."

"Oh yeah? hmm. smile more then! then it'll be different!"

"Thats true! :)"

2010-04-12T20:42:00.003+08:00

wow.. time for an update i guess.

Firstly, BLACKJACKKKKK YEAHH XD.

Thanks to everyone who made FOC quite enjoyable :D.

DMIT! MUST BE THE ROUTER!

BLACKJACK!

MONEH!

BLACKJACK!

MONEH! MONEH!

BLACKJACK!

MONEH MONEH MONEH~

:D

Nightwalk was kinda awesome! Got a good scare. Sad couldn't walk to the end with yiyong though, instead changed to desmond. Still was cool though. heh. did not have to put up with all the Hey Dexter! stuff during the walk. What i thought was the climax was actually just lol. The Red Bridge.. lol.. thought got something there.. in the end, was just someone at the end who wasn't even scary (:X). when walking with yiyong, had to back out 2 times lol. we thought we saw wrongly.. first was suddenly the lightstick disappearing halfway. thought what =_= went to ask the GP. Next was the cloaked figure outside the toilet LOL. couldn't make out his face. thought me and yiyong saw wrongly.. in the end there is someone there. fail. >_<. Some very scary moments.. but overall shoik~! will never get a scare like that somewhere else :D. Wish could do it again. quite awesome!

Following day, bath in the morning, then amazing race! First had to do certain games in SP. woot. kevin is teh mindsweeper GOD!! lol! after playing games in school, before we go out, we need to paint out faces =_=. too bad i dont have the pics.. its on facebook though. lol heh. Went to places like bugis, orchard, dhoby ghaut. and did seriously random stuff like blowing condoms. YA MAN. LOL. WTF. blow until burst xD. and doing some random stuff like pointing up to the sky looking amused for 30 seconds. lol. or playing dead for 30 secs. heh. quite fun despite all the weird stares with the facepaint on :X. At night had a lightstick game. go around collecting nightsticks. dunno why was a little irritated. maybe lack of sleep :x. lOL. Sorry guys. ><.

Next day was at sentosa! first thing to do was spin 10 times around our flag, jump into the sea and roll on the sand. lol. so epic.. so dirty :S. lol. first station was dodgeball. followed by liar dice! which was so awesome :D. splash water at each other lol. next was burying people in the sand :D. (pics can be found in fb again!) heh. lol. sorry cindy and casper xD!. then after was towel volleyball! which was.. quite... err.. one sided lol. but due to lack of time we didnt complete all the sentosa stations.. so.. on to the waterbomb game!

epic part was when pirated came and tried to made alliance. casper no give chance. take the waterbomb immediately throw at the person. immediately die LOL. 1st blood!! xD! in the end we all lost.. coz GP has unlimited water bombs and no base to defend and have no lives! LOL. so.. all got pwned. but was damn fun xD! fail jeremy! throw 2 waterbombs all miss me and got pwned urself! LOL.

that night.. SHIM NIGHT! omfg.. SHIM NIGHT!!! lol it will be forever stuck in my head.. really.. ugh. lol. but super funny as heck.. our SHIM pocheong was most elegant HAHA. so i guess its a balance out? xD! but next.. kena jack =.=. We all got tricked that we are really going to OCH. lolol.. so epic.. but in the end.. DISCO NIGHT :D! shoik-ness! although all the song.. kinda alien to me. lol. so.. only know a few.. nobody.. i kissed a girl.. hmm.. like that nia. lol. so yup yup.

The next day was wrapped up with breakfast, a video montage, prize giving, cheering session and thats about it!

at the end of camp everyone is sick.. lol.. i got a fever, flu, cough, sore throat. so epic. almost everyone caught it. lol.

well, today was FOP. was very very awkward around my coursemates LOL but still i hope to forge some good bonds.. :)

"In this rain.. we only see raindrops right? We don't see anything else.."

"Yeah true enough.. i guess the rain hides everything."

"Yeah.. this is only rain.. noone shall see through and know what it is.."

"Yeah.. rain.. only rain."

2010-03-11T20:00:00.004+08:00

A small update.

lol. nope. no twitter :)

well today is marketing.. lolol. first 3 hours of lecture.. then had to go to raffles city area to do a market accessing report.. thinking of my two articles im gonna present for tomorrow.. xD.

speaking of which.. me, desmond and jereme found a cool puzzle shop :D! totally cool and cute.. heh. but its so ex @_@.. but i guess its worth it.. coz its glow in the dark too *drools*. gonna get it!! >_<.. sooooo nice.. but..
$77 LOL.. save!

so many carebears!! :X

after finishing up everyone's "investigation" all met at raffles city mac and then slacked there.. wanted to watch kaiji but cinema was extremely packed.. damn sian.. so in the end just slacked around.. then we went to the IT fair to collect ONE brochure lolol. did the zelda thingy there :X.. hahaha.

after that homed.. heh..

"create a miracle."

2010-03-10T21:50:00.005+08:00

ah finally.. a post.. lol.. maybe cuz i can finally be bothered? lol..

well for me, poly life has started.. yeap.. after attending a 3 days 2 nights camp at mawaii.. now i'm having my lectures.. marketing.. IDEA.. effective speaking skills and facts and lies in everyday data..

some of them are quite dry.. others are okay.. heh.

DPA group dakota!

heh. lols.

i failed to realise gabriel was from anderson as well.. we only knew each other during camp when we both heard there is someone else from anderson =.=.

phail. lol.

classes are on mon,tues,thurs and fri.. hmmm.. lol.. 9-4. balancing abit of working and schooling.. xD. managing somehow.

given what is about to come in 2 weeks time.. hmm.. FOC is gonna start.. looking forward yet not looking forward lol.

i can't believe poly life is making me miss sec sch life.. or maybe im not used to it yet.. but either way i miss sec sch life alot.. lol.

somehow have the urge to create twitter.. lol. since its all the hype and everything these days.. posting what u do and stuff.. lol. at least i can let this rot for awhile if i have twitter.. :X. well.. will update if i have a twitter. heh.

actually.. hmm nothing much going on too.. am quite satisfied so far? although there are a few bums here and there.. not bad overall :).

Celestial Blade ball was last weekend.. didn't go >_<.. didn't want to wear my attire go and had something urgent to attend to.. sorry guys >_>.. tourney champ nvr go LOLOL. heard something special happened for two people too! cognratz to them :D.. heh.. cannot reveal here if not they will kill me since only close friends can know :X. but don't worry folks.. its not M18 or R21! XD.

like they say.. lead a simple life and be happy.. if you don't be happy.. who is going to be happy for u? :).

although... i am seriously guilt ridden for something that has happened over a period for 6 months.. or maybe its just me.. but i do blame myself.. if you are reading this.. i know despite u reading many many times liao.. but i sincerily from the bottom of my heart.. i'll say sorry to you if i could but you probably already heard it like a million times.. lol.. but still.... :(.

and to alexa.. game is over... i won. get lost.

well about today.. went to ikea at tampines.. early in the morn.. lol.. to do project work for evaluating ikea's service and everything.. met cindy at amk at 8.45am then took mrt.. when finally reached tampines.. had to take the shuttle bus 2 times to meet with jereme and desmond.. met christopher at ikea lol. had 2 hotdog buns for breakfast.. walked around... played around with many of ikea's stuff lol.. xD. its really damn BIG.. =.=.. in the end had to buy a small lil pillow to evaluate the service for ikea.. was overall quite good :D.. then went to courts.. which had practically nothing to evaluate.. spent a good amount at the 3rd lvl IT section doing nothing but testing laptop and looking at cameras.. then took the shuttle bus again back to tamp mall.. had lunch.. walked around for nothing cause jereme wanted to buy a mp3 player but nowhere sold his desired colour.. so in the end walk one whole big round.. bought a mp3 player we saw like 5 times at other stalls -.-. oh well.. then mrt-ed to bedok and took 25 home..

speaking of which currently enjoying blazblue on my psp :D. noel and arakune.. LOLOL.

well.. thats about it.. i'll update soon :).

"Trying to remove the knife and scars just makes the knife stabs deeper in.. i understand ur various reasons. thats why.. you'll see."

heh.

2010-01-19T01:49:00.002+08:00

i guess im late for an update seeing lionel updated that night the night we came back.

woo. finally caught avatar. after much psychoing from darren, finally caught it. and its damn worth it! no joke =_=. i loved the walker. would love to own one. LOL. it would be total ownage xD.

The movie was extremely well made.. very good story development.. :) throughly enjoyed it.. although i kept stepping on people's feet and acidently hit someone's head in the darkness lol. couldn't see >_> sorry if you are reading this LOL. Stepped on ambrose's feet. muhaha. lol. blame my big size. not me :X

after that.. go play lan.. lol. long time no play at dg's de lan.. had a game of TD.. dota.. left for dead 2. lol. then caught the last train home.. and then 165.. then homed. lol. took a bath and slept.

Ahh.. my noob graphic card... either that or its my motherboard problem. its lagging =_= have to restart everytime wanna play a game.. super fustrating.. hah. well.. gonna upgrade soon i hope >_>. Everytime start up got this quite huge humming noise.. lol. fan too dusty >_>. ah well. time to clean too.

what is up with sbs security lol. the cameras are everywhere.. really.. quite insane. lol. one pole can have like 5 or 6 poking out =_=. wow.

should i get bayonetta xD?? heard its damn good.

gonna pay off my bills and stuff before that. really broke -.-. still need buy laptop. mom not in sg yet! :\.

well.. nothing much le.. seeing the update period is so short.. lol. oh well.

MY fault.
MY lies.
MY anger.
My sensitivity.

Sure :). If you say so.

2010-01-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

o_O about time for an update!

Congratz to the top O level students.. and those who pass..

for those who fail.. maybe you guys can try to appeal and all the best :(. Maybe you guys can enter poly first and retake it next year and hopefully pass! :D!

I won't reveal my results here.. i trust that the people that need to know.. already know. :)

Anyway.. birth by sleep is out! zomg. i can't watch for a patch.. soooo i decided to get it from lucus anyway.

Completed terra's story within 9 hours.. but didnt really get all the treasures and the stuff. a little disappointed though.. :\. left aqua and ventus to play through. although really looking forward to playing as aqua.. the best order is terra-ventus-aqua. so.. ah well. best for last :X

and i have still yet to complete final fantasy XIII =___=

Recently went to scout laptops. ASUS or alienware? LOL :X. hahah.

Maybe abit lower end de bah.. slightly lower then alienware? /gg..

Urgh.. Mawaii johor camp.. thinking about it.. kinda.. sian? lol. i think i know which camp they gonna send us liao =.=. must be the eco camp. LOL. zomg.
But ah well.. could be fun o_O.

Resting well after much working for the last 2 months.. which i earned peanuts.. =_=. well like they say.. beggars cant be choosers..although am still broke now =_=. i hate billz.

well.. what to do? =\.

Well i guess my poly life is starting soon.. in about.. 2-3 weeks? lol. excited? hmm.. okay bah.

but i will never forget the bonds i forged in secondary school.. you guys know who you are. thanks. for everything. for all the things we've been through.. :)

.. trust me.. i will keep all my promises..

A better me.. for you and me.

i promise. To keep all my promises. :)

2010-01-08T23:57:00.005+08:00

woot. time for an update! :D

well i'm in KL now. flew in at around.. hmm.. 10am? lol. had to rush to the meeting since it starts at 10:30 >_> at hyatt hotel. =\.

guess maxwell booked a suite for me, him, Peggy and jessica. >_> 4 people cram into one suite.. lucky its big and has two rooms.. one room for the guys n one room for the girls.. lol. @_@

meeting finished at about 1pm? was very long and drawn out.. but at least.. we all learnt something new. hmm.. lol.

then had room service for lunch then in the evening Adrain brought us out for seafood xD! shoik. really. lol. i want moar :(

because Adrain and crew had work tomorrow... so bobian we retired early to our room. =\. peggy and jessica went to time square with some of their girl friends.. or so they called it.. left me and Maxwell and me to rot in hotel. lol. Chilled out and watched public enemies. :D

i think the flight back is on sunday..? or saturday. i cant remember.. gotta have to ask maxwell. lol. memory been getting bad. But meanwhile imma gonna enjoy this little break i have for myself! yum! :D

hmm.. whatever the path leads on monday.. i think.. its best just to follow it with my heart. but we will never know will happen right? @_@ everyone wishes for the best. but only few are going to receive that blessing.

suffering from a bad sunburn now. LOL. >_> luckily its only on my back.

oh.. did i mention..? I GOT MY COPY OF FINAL FANTASY 13 XD. yummeh!!

Odin X lighting!! yum!

Too bad bahamut is an aeroplane in this game.. otherwise been loving it.. sad had to come to KL to skip playing it..

@_@

Well anyway.. good luck to everyone taking their results on monday!

No regrets. ;)

even if i have to sacrifice everything.

2010-01-07T12:53:00.005+08:00

hello everyone :D!

happy new year. heh.

well.. i don't know if its going to be happy or not lol. another year.. hmm. O level results are on 11/01/2010. i can't wait to just get that and end the suspense lol. Actually.. hmm nothing much to blog about. I've already planned on which courses to take.. even though i got dpa lol. well just incase if my results are too good for dpa =P :X. maybe will withdraw and persue a better course? lol. maybe not.digital media seems interesting although taxing @_@.

stopped work! finally can take a rest and relax @_@. Mapped out bills and realise i just have enough to support till my parents come back =). Been ro-ing and mvp-ing intensively :D.

Damn Shuen got deviling card >_>

Other then that.. hmm. not much? later flying into KL for an urgent meeting.. hmm.. i guess i will be back tomorrow? maybe this weekend? XP. i wanna relax! Maybe meet up some old friends.. Maybe don't even have time.. heard the meeting quite urgent and requires immediately action and attention.. lol.. fail -.-.

Been excerising frequently.. lol. found out that.. i enjoy swimming again. O.O.

*insert THAT joke here* xD bwahaha.

well, assuming i choose the dpa route.. camp is in about 3 weeks.. o.o. JB. Mawaii. i think? lol. misplaced the paper. luckily bought all the things liao. i think? lol. Gotta get the list from my friend =\.

Special Thanks goes to boa, shaun, yy, rt, wibowo, aloy! thanks :D:D:D

Been quite fruitful this holiday. i learnt many things. wooo. Especially this phrase :D

heh.

It takes two hands to clap.

I accept my end of the fault.

2009-12-23T00:47:00.004+08:00

"you dream alot."

Somehow this statement.. makes me think. what exactly are dreams? =\. are they a self defense system for emotions? to let you feel the joy you really want? so that you will forever believe that one day "dreams may come true."

i don't know. i only know. my wants are not and will not be kept merely dreams or fantasys.. i want to make them reality.. but.. there are just so many hardships we have to face no? determination is the key. oh really? haha. well.. its merely part of a key. a key has two parts no? the circular edge for you to turn the key in lock.. and the teeth of the key to fit inside and give it something to turn the lock with..

what if determination is only the teeth or circular edge? can the door to your dreams open? no.

unforunately.. i don't hold this part of the key anymore. its with.. you. and from what i see.. the other part is long gone.. but i'll still try my best to find back that part.. however futile it is..

My sins and mistakes may have piled up on the other half of the key. Perhaps it has even destroyed the other part.. never to be made again.

it feels good to be free eh.. then.. i'll let you feel good.. i'll set u free.. but i won't stop finding for the other part of the key.. even if after i found it.. you are already long gone.. and leave no trace behind.

i understand what you are trying to say. the issue isn't about materialistic things.. its more of.. keeping my word. keeping my promises. trust. and you are right.. i don't deserve any trust.. i don't deserve anything from you. i want to deserve it. maybe it's impossible.. but.. didn't say be positive? hope may come one day..

lies.. if u think i lied.. i'm fine.. i won't argue you against your judgement.. even if i have to take a false blame.. destroying all my chances.. i'll also accept it.. what else can i do? i'll rebuild from scratch.. but i know things won't be the same anymore.

i need you. you don't need me.

the only thing i can do now.. is slog my guts out.. and pray for the best..

looks like i have to drop the highest paying job of all.. the factory job.. although pay wise.. it is not bad.. but.. working wise and hygenie wise.. and community wise.. no. just no. 11 hours of work. 9-10 hours of it standing and cutting cushions.. wtf. lunch break 45 mins.. tea break 15 mins each.. theres two. dinner is 20 mins. the rest of the time.. standing.. cutting cushions.. have to wait for a certain time to pass before i can go DRINK WATER. ._. .. ah crap.. sigh. plus mom doesn't want it.. since she is so concern about my pimples -.-. and since now im on a weight loss program.. she wants me to concentrate on it.. but i'll still be job hunting tomorrow though.. to find a good and nice job. which will hopefully employ me for 1 month =.= before i go into the dpa program..

will i meet the deadline? sigh.

another lonely.. shitty.. year end and christmas.

have fun.. i know you will.. after all.. you feel so good now..

just wish.. i had a chance to prove.. and show.. a final chance.. to display everything.. :\

new blog song!... suits our situation well...

final fantasy 13 is out! should i get it? hmmmm... maybe not..

2009-12-14T22:54:00.002+08:00

time for an update i guess.. so long haven't update liao..

doing some lousy jobs now... pay sucks.. like what? 30 a day? slog like 10-12 hours.. crazy. lucky its not everyday.. would have died.. sigh. anyone still got lobang please please pleaseeeeee contact me. desperate. lol.

well nothing much recently.. today went for ntuc for interview.. i dropped out halfway coz i stood there for like 1 hour? it only went infront for 3 people ._.
besides.. when i saw the queue i was like is that a toto queue? before i found out it was the line to the interview.. :\ called agencys and still no answer.. this really blows..

sunday went to my grandma's house.. found out that my cousin's computer is spoilt.. and his modem has no usb cable.. LOL. epic win. really. ._. tried to fix it.. almost did.. but since he had no usb cable.. i am unable to do anything.. oh well. day was pretty dull..

saturday.. went to work.. then went out.. but halfway through got called for an emergency job.. so had to work till 11.. then reached home about 1.. checked all my stuff then go sleep liao.. nothing much to do.. haha.

so bored recently. played soul calibur broken destiny.. and.. MAXI FUCKING OWNS. YEAH MAN WOOHOO :X

Things.. haven't been going well for both of us.. we both know that very well.. it appears that having each other or not doesn't affect our lives anymore.. how i wished it was still in the past.. i know i am foolish.. i'm learning to treasure you.. i know i suck at it.. and i make many many many many mistakes.. piss you off.. and such. .but.. i can stand here and confidently say that.. i'm doing all these... its because of that one reason which you know very well. i'm always here if you need me.. i won't ever disappear or attempt what i did in the past anymore.. i know you don't trust me.. so.. just let me prove it to you.. i do hope that you can see my effort one day. :)

another lonely christmas lol. oh well.

2009-12-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

there's nothing to talk about really.. hmm.. other then i got a 1 tb hard disk drive from sitex.. wish i had more money so i can grab more stuff.. hmm.. maybe next year? need a job badly anyway.. still cant find any. anyway i can't believe i went there like.. 2 times? @@. incredibly far.. its crazy. =\. guess i have too much time on my hands anyway.. they feature so much kpop there.. wonder why -.-. oh well.

speaking of which.. yesterday i went to buano vista to find a job.. since the agent called.. went there and told me no job.. job taken. wtf? waste my time. plus she said it with a smile on her face =.=. mocking me? wth. =\.

thinking about other easier to find alternatves now.. alone got lobang just pm me :(
need one badly.. =\. hahahah.

guess i'm improving a little at tekken.. learning some proper combos and learning how to juggle now.. hahah.

i guess today wasn't a very good day for me.. hmm =\ haha.. oh well. theres always tomorrow :).

theres nothing much to blog about.. its always the same thing at home.. quite.. boring. but at the same time quite enjoyable.

borrowed blazblue from kei. played akakure's story... at every option i had.. i ate everyone xD! eatting people ftw. LOL.

... things have taken a worse turn. give up? never. i will fight the battle.. even if its hopeless. somethings can't be said myself.. =\ haha. i wonder what made you think that way. isit my fault? =\. am i not good enough to win? i'll find that answer myself. no matter how long it takes. Until then.. i'll still fight with what i have.. to prove it to you.. i'm no long the weakling and unconfident person i am. i'll show everyone.. that things have changed. :)

promises are meant to be kept. no matter how much pain someone has to go through.

2009-11-25T22:21:00.003+08:00

here to blog again! about time for an update anyway.

mmm.. tomorrow's sitex! gonna to go there and buy stuff xD! a 1.5 terta byte hard disk drive. ROAR. lol to store all my crap and nonsense. then my on comp hard disk can finally be "almost" empty. (due to some games lol). most of the space is taken up by shows.. past animes and games..

no call from any employer -.-. im so sick of waiting for a job. the next thing you know i might go and work at macdonald or something LOL. just to get that cash.

damn.. i have a 3 month limit to raise the sum required to collect that present.. i really hope i can find a job soon.. =\. T_T this is quite bad =\.

anyone got lobang please help!!

anyway.. what i did these few days are pretty much the same.. wake up.. brush teeth.. go out for a little run. come back.. ro.. eat.. sleep. ro.. eat.. sleep. rinse and repeat lol.

except for today. had to wake up early to go to singapore poly to enroll. they gave me my student card liao. =.=? lol. imba.

i look stupid in it.

anyway trained from dover to jurong then to ang mo kio. =.=. one big round since i sat from seragoon -> outram. oh well.

met up with lionel to see him play some jubeat and eat lunch.. was coincidence though. lol. he told me he was busy -.-.

then went home. finally got my 100 yoyo dolls. was a pain in the ass to hunt them. yoyo hat!!! xD!

well.. things are looking glum now. i do hope things improve.. hmm.. especially getting a job..

I'm sorry for everything. Wish things could be better. i'll work harder. But maybe for now.. its best i don't irritate you. No matter.. you must take care. :). i'll always be praying for you. no matter what the outcome may be.

listen to my heartbeat. its beating for you. listen to my heartbeat. its waiting for you - heartbeat by 2pm.

2009-11-19T12:31:00.003+08:00

lol. wasn't free these few days. had many activities going on.

decided to blog today. wahaha.

hmm. so i got a pair of sneakers lol. starting to change my fashion abit? =\. well.. its a start lol.

didn't go prom. wasn't very interested. plus promised someone i wouldn't go. in the end, spend the night outside running from my home to orchard and orchard to my home lol. had to rush to reserve something. the shop closed at 9.30pm =\. barely made it.. reached there about 9.15pm.

hope you like the gift!

before that went job hunting.. again. Before that.. a few days ago went to robbinsons and isetan for interview. Isetan was appealing at first.. then we calculated.. 3.50 per hour.. LOL. yucks. somemore must slogz.. sian. lol. but.. desperate times call for desperate measures.. so MAY accept.. haha. hoping for a better job though.

the sp dpa thing came on tuesday =\. turns out that sp requires a medical checkup to see if you are fit for the course. LOL. woot. zai. haha. so went today.. now back home.. gonna mop the floor and stuff.. :)

thinking about it.. maybe i'm glad i didn't go to the prom.. somehow.. it just irks me.. haha. oh well.

sitex the following week.. anime fest this week.. spend 100 in 2 days lol. wow. i burn money like water.. gotta get a job soon.

=)

2009-11-15T10:04:00.002+08:00

whoa.. tough day yesterday. chionged RO till 4am in the morning LOL. awesome. shura at last :D

then went to sleep and woke up at 11. =\ not enough sleep.. then neghibour asked me to picked up his graphic card at orchard.. he's gonna pay me 25 dollars for it. why not =.=. lol.

anyway left for orchard at 4.. =\. dropped by rapid culture to play some Gwar. then left to pick up the graphic card and walked around to shop.. saw alot of impressive jewellery lol. orchard road was very very happening.. not that you guys don't know already LOL. but i guess its more happening since christmas is around the corner.. =\.

bought something nice haha.

anyway.. came home.. was 9 liao. kena nag by mom.. as usual. =.=. bath and took dinner.. wanted to RO but.. stupid server bug.. everyone was unable to cast skills LOL. epic. the whole server was like this. hahah.

oh well. then proceeded to sleep at 12:30.. woke up at 10am today.. well.. if anything interesting happens at all i'll blog.. =\..

oh fyi.. a few days ago.. near my house lol. some guy's van's engine blew up. when he opened his hood, it was all black and nothing else lol. awesomeness. lots of police were there lol. just thought to share haha

2009-11-09T17:36:00.003+08:00

o.o.. sian. decided to blog. woke up extremely late today.. around 11am =\. crazy. haha. but camped inside the room to play disgaea. after that sent my dad off to airport. then went out to buy stuff and send stuff to my friend. haha. my psp earpiece spoil again =.=. decided to buy a phone one so that while enjoying my psp games i can listen to my songs on my phone.

bad side is that its gonna eat my battery like mad =\. oh well.

completed tekken 6 2 days ago lol. forgot to blog about it. hahaha

turns out jin wasn't really bad at all. oh well. he's damn cold blooded though. lol.

anyway.. finally the blogsong is working. o.o

credits to nicole! lol.

2 days to go.. tomorrow mother tongue.. lol. funny how i'm laughing at like its nothing. maybe its really nothing after all LOL. who knows?

everybody thinks this blog is dead.. c'mon come back lol. its not dead. i just revived it.

*gives it phoenix down*

keep reading for updates!

ROAR

2009-11-05T00:12:00.002+08:00

wow.. finally an update.. not bad! lol. maybe lionel drove me to update. oh well. whats so hard?

people have been asking what i have been up to lol. nothing much. playing games.. doing nothing.. haha.

anyway today is the end of the 3rd last paper for me.. for.. i retook chinese lol. WOOT. maybe gonna get f9 now lolcopter. oh well.

anyway.. what to do now? looking for work. anyone got lobang? lol.

talk about a rough ride though the O levels.. alot was last minute revision.. hope i dont screw up.. =\..

so many things happened throughout these few months. its hard to recall everything. wish all u guys taking POA tmr all the best.

the new blogsong is nice? O.O

2009-03-29T15:35:00.002+08:00

The long wait is over.. although i cant update yet.. but i have the video of eileen vs vanessa!!

2009-03-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

sorry people for this late update. but i have to delay the update due to certain reasons. keep a lookout for some updates soon. sorry. =) take care everyone.

2009-03-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

for all of you who wants an update. here is ur damn update.

UPDATE

LOL. tomorrow a real update. as busy converting eileen and vanessa's fight and arranging some pictures. take care peeps.

2009-02-23T20:15:00.007+08:00

yeah i can't believe im posting today too lol.

so yeap. school again. history test was OK. Had to rush off as today my mom wanted to make a bank account between me and her. just in case got anything happen to her.. which is bullshit! nothing will happen. i hope.... anyway. so we were at DBS bank at serangoon garden. fill up forms.. change address bla bla bla until we got to the counter to deposite in the money. then i saw one guy with a plastic bag. inside full of money. and its not all jumbled up! its all neatly organized! the clerk took bundle after bundle. its kinda amusing and yet scary to see so much money for once in your life lol. whats even more scary was that. Ther was one bundle of 10 that only had 90. the clerk said she needed 10 more. that guy just dug his pocket and took out another bundle of money and just counted 10 10 dollar notes and give e clerk. WTF =.=. must be he tio 4D or toto lol. lucky~. so ate lunch and went home. had a nap. now blogging. lolx. this week's gundam 00 is... sad.. lol.. RIP anew returner. Some pics.

and a video of me owning i guess lol. lol. =X

2009-02-22T14:19:00.005+08:00

22-8 = 14 days lol. 1 day more then the previous post. i think from now on i'll do a weekly update. well might as well.

9-13 february (monday to friday)

school school school... test test test. super turn off. I have to go to school is course my mom doesn't allow me to be absent =_= and also being around friends is nice. this week was pretty uneventful except on friday. lol. valentines day eve. interesting isn't it? thanks for all the presents guys. having someone to give me something already good enough lol. normally i don't get anything. so i really appreciate the things. :). The whole school was really lively on that day. teachers also gave us things. Had lunch with a very special friend :). so overall not a bad week was kinda fun infact.

Saturday 14th february

happy valentines day!

So THE day arrives. How ironic to be waken up by Axel in the morning -.- when i'm usually the one to wake that ass up. Had breakfast with him and rushed off for tution. lol. Shane going to deliver flowers o.O not bad. Got my own deliveries to do also later. lol. So after tution rushed home. Prepare my stuff and had lunch then deliver my stuff to my friend :). Had to carry a big bag in public lol. abit ps. but still so worth it :). Then met Axel to go for dinner. Yaya. Whole day with him. i'm fucking gay LOL. no la. joking. Good brothers thats all. lolx. so wanted to eat buffet. but the management fucked us up. so no buffet. Bo bian went to eat japanese food lor. super expensive. but still damn good. quite a fun day i would say. I saw ambrose at orchard road o.O and amy ang too -.-??. lolol

Sunday 15th february

Super tired from yesterday's activities. so just basicly studied at home. play psp. watch anime. usual usual. nothing to say really. getting fatter LOL.

Monday-Friday 16-20 february

Pretty normal week. except with a few twist and turns here and there. being sad and all. lol. part of life i guess. i can't except perfection nor things to go my way always. especially on friday. Friday.. Friday..Friday. what a fucking bad day. Had to stay back for mother tongue. Answered in maths class wrongly. So had to stand for the next lesson as well. Liquid paper hit my head. Basketball hit my head. -.-. When e basketball hit my head i couldn't take it liao. i kinda snapped and shouted at zhengyang. Which later i felt extremely sorry =.=. Sigh. Whats up with friday anyway. seems to be my super suay day. I guess everyone has their own suay days. mine just happens to come first.

FYI Axel. Friday's accident was NOT my fault. Celes fucked the plan up. Don't come throw the blame on me when HER squad could not break through. Understand that. Go review the situation.

Satruday 21 february

Blacklash from friday. still was in quite a bad mood. Recovering i guess. So had tution and everything. Then went home and slacked the whole day. played psp intensively. Finally farm dao cecil's lvl 100 dark knight weapon =.=. with that all 23 ultimate weapons completed. Finally.

The way i got the final part was quite epic or lucky i would say. I fought cloud of darkness using cloud. After the fight i was left with 18 hp. so i was thinking lol. Will the game torture me with 4 hours of play. Then when i'm about to die then give me that final item. and true enough it popped out. -.-. i was extremely happy and yet extremely angry lol. Oh well. not everything is perfect.

Sunday 22 february

Ahh.. finally recovered. I would like to give a heartfelt apology to the people whom i've offended on friday. i really wasn't myself and was in an extremely bad mood. please forgive me. it won't happen again.

Anyway. today is study day i guess. tomorrow got history test. ugh. write again. write write write. hand pain. then at there kpkb. lol. oh well.

Well. thats pretty much it. i'll do an update nxt sat/sun/mon. see when i feel like it >_>. cya guys.

FYI if ur wondering why my tagbox has so old post. i did a mass clean up lol. cause ambrose is spamming my tagbox with videos. zz. anyway take care people.

A stupid picture for fun lol.

Again. FYI. if you are wondering what are the lyrics for the song. here it is.

Romaji:

Hana wa kaze ni yureodoru you ni
Ame wa daichi o uroosu you ni
Kono sekai wa yorisoiai ikiteru no ni
Naze hito wa kizutsukeau no
Naze wakare wa otozureru no

Kimi ga tooku ni itte mo mada
Itsu mo kono kokoro no mannaka
Ano yasashii egao de umetsukusareta mama
Dakishimeta kimi no kakera ni
Itami kanjite mo mada tsunagaru kara
Shinjiteru yo mata aeru to
I'm waiting for your love

I love you, I trust you
Kimi no kodoku o wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
Hikari demo yami demo
Futari dakara shinjiaeru
Mou hanasanaide

English:

So that the flowers can tremble and dance in the wind
So that the rain can wet the ground
This world is growing closer
Even though we’re alive
Why do people hurt each other?
Why do we part just to meet again?

Even though you’re still far away
You’re always in the center of my heart
I’m still filled with your tender, smiling face
The pieces of you that I want to embrace
Still pain me
Because we’re tied together
I believe
That we’ll meet again
waiting for your love

I love you I trust you
I want to take away your loneliness more than anything
I love you I trust you
Whether in light or darkness
If we were together, I trust we can meet again
I won’t let go of you again

2009-02-08T00:25:00.005+08:00

13 days w/o posting. this blog is rotting lol. time to update. don't want my mei's effort to go to waste.

Ah yes. i forgot to update about chung yeow's house. it was okay la. i kena aeroplane by him >_> damn u cy. becuz of u i have no dinner! lol. but nvm i understand bro.

27 tuesday - 30 friday. (january)

Sigh. school again. when will it end? when... maths test.. ss test.. SETS.. all killing me >_> i think of school.. lol. feel damn sian. but.. maybe ain't that bad la. still have my friends by my side. so school continues on.. ah well.. at least english lesson are fun lol. However the afternoon lessons kills. seriously. >_>. So tiring... lolx. Only good thing is friday. lan :D. left 4 dead.. dota.. ah.. so fun lol. tank killing and witch killing. weee.. wahaha..

Saturday 31 (january)

Tution.. as usual. then went down to samuel's house to do some business admin stuff. how boring. so bla bla bla. done. went home. slacked around.. study here and there.. play dissidia.. do nothing. lol. i notice my life has become very boring..how.. sad. lol. but ah well.. sigh.. we all have our own sad problems.

Sunday 1 (january)

i... have no recollection of what happened today. ... this is bad.. ?? memory missing? but i recall abit.. i was at samuel's house.. doing some stuff and went home. ... i guess not all things are perfect =\

Monday - friday 1 - 6 feb

school. again. well. CCA results are out. and we have 11 intakes. ELEVEN. omg! broke record! our club now has 20 members and more then half of it are new members. lawl. LAWL. good start i guess. but things are really.. messy. especially on friday.. we lost the garden tools -.-. lol. but friday was overall not bad. had pizza. haha. although i made such a big mistake on that day that i regret it so deeply now. overall the week was fine.. had some trips to comp lab.. not bad not bad. lolx
this whole week i have a feeling that im forgetting something damn important... zz.. i think it must be what happened on sunday.. sigh.

Saturday 7th feb

you know... today i found out that so many people care about me..

marcus
yiyong
yanling
ambrose
eileen
yuezheng
axel
linette

still got more.. but these are the noticable few. i would like to specially thank marcus. he made me realise the error of my ways. EVERYTHING will change from now on. the flaws that is. i'll still be dexter.. except maybe improved. lol. basicly tutioned and did nothing for today.. sms alot of people and blogging now. just finished my conversation with marcus. so many faults. so many flaws. all linked to one problem. and that problem will change. i swear upon my life... what a serious problem. i thank everyone who put up with my crap for so long. things will be better now. i promise.

marcus... u are everything a brother can hope for. i will work hard to change the problem u pointed out that is so serious. maybe in turn luck will shine on me again. thanks once again. i cant express my thanks enough.

well... i guess thats it. will update later.. cya..

and i'll leave with these 2 quotes :)

"You don't forget true love. You just don't remember it"

"every girl wants a perfect love story like this “boy meets girl, boy falls in love with girl and they live happily ever after” it just depends if the boy the girl meets is really the one?"

2009-01-26T22:05:00.008+08:00

what the hell... so long no update. so many people asking me to update. fine.. i'll update. gahh.

monday - friday (12-16 of january)

Do i need to blog about this? omg. school is so boring la. >_>. The only good thing about this week is dissidia, gundam 00, toaru majutsu no index, tales of the abyss and of course yugioh 5D's. and most of them last 30 mins. -.-" yaya otaku. Whatever. lolx. Anime. The only pure thing in life. Or is it? O_O this is what happens when someone thinks too much. HAHA. =p

Saturday (17th of january)

Today was a fcuking insane day. rush like some mad person. Gah. I hate days like this. Everything happens suddenly. Retarded. First was tution. Fine no complaint there. After all. This was planned so long ago. So tutioned at 11. Ended at 1. Had to rush to go to my appointment with my previous tution mate. wtf! Freaking sms me at last minute and ask me to meet you. Mad ass. Yes max if you are reading this. FCUK YOU!! XD!!!so had lunch. watched a movie. and rushed home. man what day is this? rush day? zz So rush home for dinner. and then RUSHED to my friend's place as he is going overseas to collect my stock of cards. wtf . enough rushing for one day.

Sunday (18th of january)

ah finally sunday. REST DAY. lol. So i bought a ram from yi yong. then comp cannot detect. zzz. Sigh. sent it down for repair. Went to yiyong's uncle's shop. wah.. when i came back to collect it it was 8. i waited till 11pm. cause needed to backup and transfer back to my comp. damn long.. sigh.. but hey. my comp is improved!

3 gig of ram.
new CD drive.
cpu is clean again

Wee... so okay! not a bad day.. cept was computer deprived. T_T

Monday - thurs ( 19-22 january )

Same school shit. except for friday. hohoho! xD! same same same.. boring school.. bah.. i think of school. i think of hw. i think of english -.-. oh well. *shrugs* thats life. Bahhh...

Friday (23 of january)

WEee... chinese new year celebration! the concert wasn't really that good. but still not bad. our class won the competition! woots! 3rd place tho. but still very nice :)
So after that we planned to have a lan session at amk. so jeff, amb and me went to my house to change and lionel went home to do his chores first. so we changed and stuff and we went out. we met and went to virtualand. This china bitch pointed jeff's and amb's school pants out. then she dun let us play. wtf? so sian lor. we go raiders. didnt except them to have left 4 dead =O!!! Damn happy. so we played. lmao. jeff got owned by tank LOL. funny shit. after that a planned dinner at seoul garden. Damn shoik. met yi yong first. then went and meet wj and ys at funz. Then went to seoul garden at marina square to eat. at first was full. wtf. -.- then i was saying wah later we talk to one end of marina square they call us and tell us got table liao. AND IT HAPPENED. noooo. i don't want esp powers. or maybe i do o.o. lolx. so on the way we bought ice cream. then went back there. Took our table. Then started grabbed food. i think u couldn't imagine 5 guys could eat so much :P. so ate ate ate. jeff and yi yong keep playing with the food. wtf? lolol xD. hehs. so ate finish le went home. Gah. not a bad day...

Saturday ( 24 of january )

Tution again. so as usual. Went there. studied. go home. Dad went to collect laptop before that. lol. =\. i pretty much did nothing on saturday. lolx. sadly. except left for deading. lol. TANK FTW. This was taken =p

LOL YEAH MAN THE FACE XD

Sunday (24th of january)

Gah. new year's eve. Had alot of preparing to do. I went out to buy some stuff since my dad requested it. Then went to chung yeow's house. ahh... u this fcuker. lol. Chung yeow got owned in dissidia. But after that i got own physically after that. lol. xD. But damn fun. lol. Rushed home for reunion dinner as i was playing too much and lost track of time. -.-". heh. Reunion dinner was awesome. Except almost got scolding cause i was busy in ro. and couldn't come to eat lol. =\ but overall still good.. dad gave me ang pao. lol. at 12am =.=". so.. ya.

Monday (25th of january)

o.o 5 months more b4 my birthday LOL. haha. So today went to 2 temples. ya. i know damn dumb. zzz. Then went to my mother's mother house. glad to see everyone doing so well. wow. My cousin got stead liao lolx. too bad we don't talk too much liao. =\. But still haha. i wish her all the best if she reads this. lolx. Dunno wth my cousins doing in the room. i was too busy game testing. heh. anyway, after that went to my dad's mother's house. Ate there. Food was good. especially cheese cake. yum yum. xD. hehs. lolx. going to get fatter hahaha. so yeappp. Then home and slacked. Watched russell peters and index. too bad i havent got gundam 00 yet. so damn slow. *sigh* trans-graham! wootz xD Yeaps. i wanna see the fight's conclusion! awesome shit!

planned to go to chung yeow's house later. lol. moar ang paos. i hope i'm welcomed. lol. i'll update later.

woot. what a long post after so long. man i shouldn't do this haha. must consistently update. =D. well take care y'all. later will got update. =D

2009-01-11T21:03:00.003+08:00

So long never post.. i guess i'm too busy nowadays... games..life.. studies.. So many things to do. So little time. So i guess i'll try to remember what happened roughly..

Saturday - Sunday 3-4 january.

I had to go out both days to fufill a certain promise i made to my friend. LOL. >_> If not u guys wouldn't see me anymore hehe. But before that i had tution. So met shane at hougang KFC. I am extremely RUSTY. EXTREMELY. lolx. Time for intensive revision to start soon.. or not.. lol.. So met my friend and went for lunch. Then went to watch a performance of another friend together. Was damn good. DAMN GOOD. Then had dinner together and went home together. Then sunday was basicly a gathering of friends from different games LOL. So met up and caught up with each other at what was happening and how was everyone doing.

Monday 5 january.

School starts again... wah.. damn sian.. i don't know... now classroom at 4th floor... maybe school aint that great after all.. but have to admit.. this year de teachers are nice.. lolx. so had lessons.. bla bla.. then went for lunch and went home.. maybe life ain't that pure and nice.. haiz..

Tuesday 6 january

School continues.. i'm looking forward to the weekend. a bbq at mdm wong's place.. 3 days more.. and it continues.. the cycle of school. Damn tedious honestly. You sit there and study.. study.. end of day go home.. the next come day. rinse and repeat. Even online also same thing. Go 5 men in ro. kena flush out. Rinse and Repeat. Except that recently i've been winning abit. so ain't that bad. but still.. zzz...

Wednesday 7th january

Well 2 more days to go. Time moves like a snail. Epic snail. and the snail already damn epic liao. oh well.. So... repeat.. repeat..lessons bla bla.. lunch.. home.. bah everything reach home 5+. today had to rush to go to mrs tang tution.. wah the rush was insane la.. everyone making noise at everything.. but in the end everything worked out. so i guess its okay~.

Thursday 8th january

1 more day.. today is shane's tution. lol. so as usual.. school then rush... was a lil late.. but still okay... lolx. hahaa.. then was extremely tired. wanted to sleep so badly. so went home. dinner. Use comp awhile then collaspe on bed and sleep liao.

Friday 9th january

finally! the end of the week. So today was a half day like all fridays. lol. So after school went to nee ang poly =O. Was damn nice there. lolx. The facilities are really nice. followed eileen to psychology course to see see.. lolx. ambrose go tie ballom to kai ting's bag LOL. so damn funny la >_> cannot stop laughing. Too bad they don't offer the course im looking for. if not i don't mind going there. even though its so FREAKING far. lolx. Today was like thursday. collaspe on bed and sleep. lolx. Amazingly friday's night was the best... some people know why. LOL.

Saturday 10th january

Today was the day that we are going to visit temasek poly and singapore poly. too bad i missed out on singapore poly. As my mom attended a talk and bought lunch for me. so i had to wait paitenly for the food to come and ask for allowance too -.-. Finally she came home i rushed through my food. Took a quick bath and rushed down to tampines lol. Met wei jun, yi yong, yuezheng, jefferson, yue sheng, huey zhen there. lolx. played around for abit then set off for mdm wong's bbq. kai ting. gives retarded directions. RETARDED. me, jeff and wei jun spent 1-2 hours wandering around trying to find the damn condo. but they keep giving us crap directions. zzzzzzzzzz. So finally reached there. was already 9pm! wtf!!! but still plenty to eat. haha! so caught up with sufi and talked to some of the teachers. Went home at 11+. went to the new arcade to play rambo LOL. reinforcements have arrive is damn epic. L0l. hohoho. sat the last bus home. lolx.

Sunday 11th january

today nothing much. stay at home. do homework. sleep. play ro. u name it. i've done it. lol. EXCEPT.... guys u should know. HAHA

ah well.. sorry for being abit emo at the start of the post. was thinking about something that was pretty sad haha. but no worries. im okay now. take care all. =D

2009-01-02T22:01:00.003+08:00

wow been so long.. i guess time flies when u have too many things to do. So little time to finish everything. Time to start remembering i guess...

23-28th december

Can't remember that well.. but i spent almost the whole day ro-ing.. yes.. it brings back so many memories.. some painful and some sweet... its really.. haiz.. Chung Yeow says im too into it. i think i am. But still... haha.. lol. I will always EDC (espirit de corps). My ERO guild =). alot of fond memories there.. but at the same time.. not everything is perfect here la.. haiz.. some memories are better just locked away.

Quote by rikku from ffx/ffx-2

"Memories are nice. But they should just stay inside. Thats where they belong."

Well.. haha. i sound so emo. lol. Enough of that.. time to share some screenshots lol. xD

yeah.. this picture is like LOL.. celly is the GM... is horny is the player... put them together and what do u get? LOLOL. XD.

anyway.. i don't like this server is because of its max level is 255. which means that instant cast asura. confirm max atk spd. instant cast for spells. assasin crosses criticals hit 36k. LOL. yeah.. but.. i kinda like it also.. the community is overall good.. unlike.. lol. nvm. hahaha!

Anyway.. i spent xmas eve with a friend.. just went out to dinner and nothing else. Abit.. lol.. anyway...

29th decem monday

I met glenn today! So we met at somerset mrt. he brought me to rapidculture. A shop at orchard cathay. Sell gundam model kits and other anime stuff de. really cool. Plus the shopkeeper, yj, is extremely friendly. =D! Abbey arrived later. So we played gwar and stuff. Had dinner with them.. and went home.. They were really nice.. =D

30th decem tuesday

Bloody hell. woke up at 6.30am today. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Had to go to melaka for a DAY without staying there and come back. Just cause my family wants to do shopping.. =______= omg. what to do? just go lor. Set off at around 7am. The dash to melaka was damn... shoik? lol. so.. we reached there at about 11am. With all the stopping and resting and eating lol. Infact it was quite fast. lol. So we shopped around. Bought new shirts! =D. Finally. I'm sick of my old clothes. Really. =.=. So we went back to johor at 5pm. Then met uncle song and his wife and children. Had dinner together. Wanted to lend them my psp to play de. but sadly battery flat liao.. so.. i'm sorry. Anyway we reached singapore at around 10.30pm. because we kept going in big circles in jorhor LOL. lost our way there somehow. oh well.. hahahaha. well overall its was stupid. but still very enjoyable.

31th decem wednesday

new year's eve.. Well.. its was okay la.. Fireworks were nice =\. initial idea was to go to glenn's house but due to some reasons i couldn't go haha. i had something on.. oh well.. theres always next time... this years fireworks was extremely nice.. lol. Missed abit of it.. But still saw the finale. was damn awesome.. i guess haha. Reached home at 2-3+ cause i met a few friends after that to eat supper with =)

1st jan 2009 thursday

i did nothing today but sleep and ro. SONG BO. lol. hahaha. the thought of going back to school kills =|

2nd jan 2009 friday

So its the first day in school.. first thing i saw were the thumbprint scanners. WTF. going to take attendence by tapping ur ezlink card and analyzing ur thumbprint. SO HIGH TECH SIA. and if u nvr mark ur attendence by a certain time. an sms will be sent to your parent's phone saying that your not in school. OMG.. really =O. Classroom is on the 4th level... have to climb climb climb. lol. Oh well.. Today was nothing really.. all the briefing and a workshop... which was very.. i shall not say it lol. but i felt it was interesting =). Well.. i guess this is a start of a new and weird year... but i guess things will work out..

happy new yr and merry xmas to everyone who read this. sorry didn't update so long haha

2008-12-23T13:41:00.002+08:00

if you're wondering why 18 december was cut out. i have no idea too. so haha! heres the cut out section. enjoy.

Thursday 18 decem

FINAL FANTASY DISSIDIA IS FREAKING OUT >_< !! I don't know how to describe this awesome game. Words aren't enough. Really. I'd kill myself for this game anyday LOL. Bloody awesome. So went to school to get my results today. Felt a lil nervous. When they announced the top 3. i was shocked -.-. Really didn't expect my name to be there. lol. Thanks to everyone who congratulated me. Really appreciate it. So then went home and went out until late to meet melvin, keong, hafiz. LOL reached home at 12.30. taxi ftw!

2008-12-23T12:07:00.006+08:00

i very long never update... jialat.. lol. =\

So alot has been happening recently.. so get ready for a long word post.

Tuesday 16 decem

Met melvin to go play some games LOL. Then went to meet keong. lol. haha. Then hafiz came to meet us. Had alot of fun. earn some cash. Then went home. actually nothing much bah >_>.

Wednesday 17 decem

So today was spent slacking and doing nothing. sorting out my cards... taking stock.. ahh.. nothing much.. slacked alot. Oh yeah.. i spent the whole day waiting for final fantasy dissidia LOL. damn excited sia. Couldn't sleep. Plus tomorrow results also..but surprisingly i didnt care so much... fan zhen i already made plans if i failed. So.. yeah.

Friday 19 decem

So friday... the faithful day where my primary school friends and i gather. Met Arwin, Chung Yeow,Wai man,Jeffery, Guo ming after their basketball game. Glad to see everyone do so well.. So watch them eat as i've eaten liao. Then we headed to chung yeow's house to watch movie. Well... that was the initial idea anyway. Everyone showed disinterest in the movie so we decide to play dota instead. 2v1 >_>

the matches were as follows

Wai man and jeffery vs chung yang
Arwin/chung yang and guo ming vs me
Wai man and chung yeow vs chung yang

All the matches were pretty funny. Especially chung yeow vs chung yang LOL. Made alot of jokes about chung yeow.. heheh.. i dowan blog about it only.. WAHAHAHA. So then arwin wanted to play ro. Chung yeow also. So they played. See liao want to play liddat. Then that ass chung yeow tempted me to play >_> couldn't resist. so HA. He lent me the CD to go install and play. DAMN U. lol. SO went home. installed and played lor. kena scam. sian. LOL

Saturday 19 decem

Initial idea was to meet melvin they all. But i had stuff to do. so i had to stay at home. after the stuff was done. i basicly RO-ed all the way until i slept LOL.

Sunday 20 decem

My mom and dad were supposed to go to a wedding dinner. But in the morning got a call from my ah ma saying that my ah gong went into hospital. He's condition critical. So they bo bian have to go visit him. I didn't go as i have to do some household chores LOL. So then ate dinner. Marcus smsed me asking to meet. Initially no mood cause of my ah gong and today is the yu gi oh christmas tournament but i can't go. Nvr go there to sell stuff. no money earn. But met marcus anyway.. He surprised me by giving me the latest VJUMP for free =O!!. plus he sold me his brionac! wah.. Marcus.. you really are a good brother. Cannot find someone as good as you.. and we know each other by yu gi oh s'more. You are really someone who i really can depend on. =). Appreciate everything you've done for me.

Monday 21 decem

RO away today. cause i have nothing better to do. AND 0-RISER IS DAMN IMBA OR WHAT?

Tuesday 22 decem

Ro-ed away today too... really have nothign to do. enjoying my final few days before school reopens...

GOOD THAT THE WHOLE CLIQUE GOT INTO SEC 5. JIA YOU EVERYONE!

Ahh... finally done.. so damn long. lol. so have fun reading. and take care. i'll update soon.

2008-12-15T11:39:00.004+08:00

Very very long never update. Been busy recently lol. i can't remember everything clearly. so i'll throw everything into one post.

Wednesday 10 decem

Was out with a friend. We went for a movie. Shopped around.. went for dinner lol. Then went home. Had to prepare for a basketball game tomorrow o_O. nothing much i did today.. except that i spent hell alot lol. Cause the lunch and dinner were damn expensive.

Thursday 11 decem

Went out basketball with yuesheng, chin long, yuezheng, martin, sern yi, zi long. Zheng yang. yeap pretty big group lol. 1st match was full court. After that everyone no energy liao LOL. Then some NS guys came and played with us o_O. The team was me, martin, zi long and.... i think sern yi. lol. We won! haha. But nice game guys :). The next round i subbed out ask i was feeling abit tired. The team lost.. i think the NS guys became serious lol. But still good match. Then they started to play full court. wtf =.= we all no energy liao.. but yi yong they all still play lol. The teams were mixed so it was fair. So it ended in... i don't know wasn't keeping track. i sat with yuezheng at the sidelines laughing and chatting lol. Then it started to rain. WTF. So we sat in the shelter and did nothing and talk about the past haha. Then sern yi and martin hardcore sia. go play basketball in the rain. lol. Zheng Yang also. Hardcore sia. Anyway when the rain stopped we went out to play again. lol. Had a few matches. Then went home. Followed yi yong go buy his dinner lol. Then chatted about alot of stuff haha.

Friday,sat 12,13

Nothing much to do. just slacking around... lol.

Sunday 14 decem

Went out with a friend. Met steven. Kaoz! He got stead liao :O. Both me and my friend shocked lol.Anyway went out with them.. then went to meet my good brother. Talking about whats happening nowadays.. He keep laughing sia lOL. Thanks for hearing me out man marcus. If your reading this :). then went home. Reached home at about 12.30 sia.. wahhh.. lol.

Don't be mistaken. It's not steven yuwono in anderson =.=. its my another friend.

Will start to update consistently lol. take care people. =D

2008-12-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

Wah.. long time no update lol. Recently damn cui.. no energy.. lol. Maybe coz that few chalet days de lack of sleep bah. Anyway a long update!

Sunday (7th decem)

So woke up today.. Thought to myself. "I feel damn cui." LOL!. Well anyway had to meet wei jun as wanted to go to khatib to play deck. I was late as i had stuff to take care of. LOL. Met wei jun at 3pm then headed to khatib. Played deck there. Saw marcus o_O. Or rather we arranged to meet there so he can earn money from my friend LOL *cough* (must thank me leh...) So decked until 6-7.. had to rush back to ang mo kio so that my parents could pick me up. Then went to tiong baru to eat dinner..The place there damn big sia.. The fishcake there is godlike. i order western lol. Took DAMN LONG to come. When it finally came. I finished it damn fast LOL. Hungry. Then went home.

Monday (8th decem)

Today woke up late. Ambrose come my house liao i still sleeping LOL. That was around 11 plus.. zai sia.. Then woke up.. ate breakfast.. watched some videos with ambrose as wanted to show him some yu gi oh stuff. Had a bath and went for interview. In the end that shop full liao.. so had to fill up form and wait for a call.. Then decided to go to orchard kino with wei jun as he needed to buy stuff there for his deck. We took the wrong bus =_=. But since it passed by my house i decided to go back home to get my album and stuff. Then sat to ang mo kio and met up with wei jun and sat mrt to orchard. Purchased our stuff and went to khatib. unexpectedly meet marcus AGAIN lol. This time was unexpected o.o. Earn money from my friend again LOL. Then decked and ate abit of dinner and went home for dinner LOL.

Tuesday (9th decem)

Woke up unexpectedly early today o_O. Had to go out with a friend lOL. But his sms didn't come so i jio my another good friend out. So met up and went for a movie together.. then went lunch and went home lol. Spent alot today.. ahhhhhh jia lat. oh well. Worth it :). i called ambrose to talk about stuff. but he was sleeping. He told me he was sleeping and i put down the phone. Then suddenly i felt sleepy -.-. Cannot tahan so go sleep LOL.

anyway if you are wondering what does CUI mean. it means weak or lousy.

AMBROSE LOVES SOLOEM JUDGEMENT. DON'T YOU AMBROSE? LOL.

ahhhhhhhhhhh. CUI! lol update tomorrow!

2008-12-06T23:41:00.004+08:00

phew back from chalet lolx. was damn fun. But damn expensive lol. But still had a good time. time to have a mass update!

thursday (4th december)

So i met ambrose at 4pm lol. Then went to shop around for a gift for yuezheng. Didn't know what to buy. Wanted to buy him a street strap that has "SEXY" written on it LOL.In the end bought a wallet lolx. I hoped u liked it.. haha. So then met jefferson to go to downtown east. Was raining =\. Damn sian. Vanessa called to ask me to buy hotdogs LOL. So we went and bought 3 packs and headed into aloha loyang.. Once we got there.. the barberque started liao.. so we unpacked and joined in the fun.. lolx. Later we had a ice cream cake to celebrate martin, yue zheng, chin long's birthday. Carolyn and Charmaine are mad LOL. They took the cake and put it on each other's faces. =.=. Made a mess of the chalet.. diao.. lol. So had to clean up..Watched CODE GEASS LOL. ON TV...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. =.=. Then later went to play poker and taidi.. had a few matches with yu gi oh decks.. played some psp and went for supper in the morning lol.

Friday (5th december)

So 1am in the morning. we walked out of aloha to find a coffee shop to eat some food as the barberque wasn't that filling. Finally found an open coffee shop. haha. Ate fried fish bee hoon lolx. Then everyone ate finish liao. all sit there talk and see eileen eat LOL. EPIC SPEED. So then went back to chalet.. on the day bought some fruits to eat coz i feel weird not eating fruits lol. Guava. Walked back to aloha.. Had a bath and wanted to ton. But sadly.. sick so couldn't take it. slept awhile.. Breakfast was brought by sylvia in the morning. haha. thanks :). Ambrose insisted on eating mac so he bought our lunch lOL. Learn how to play mahjong and joined in the fun. Jeff... u mahjong king sia... joleen mahjong queen :P. Had alot of fun... Then went to room.. fell asleep again. lolx.. So have barberque for dinner again. Then the plan was to go bowling.. i didn't want so i stayed at the chalet.. must thank ambrose.. pei me lol. But later they had a change of plan.. They decided to bowl at 3pm lol. But i couldn't take it so i slept.. =\

Saturday (6th decem)

Woke up at 6am lol. So slacked around and was shocked that mr koh was asleep in the living room. LOL. The bowling team just came back.. so yi yong slept my bed.. later yuesheng and chin long woke up.. So we went to play basketball first. Wah.. Yuesheng and chin long vs 5 girls.. kena pwn LOL. later was 3v4 also kena pwn.. =\ i realise i suck at horse. LOL. So went back. Chin long said wanted to buy drink so went out of aloha to e hub to buy vitasoy.. ya very no life.. then walk back.. By the time sylvia, huey zhen , joleen woke up liao.. so slacked around and packed up. I lost my handphone headphone adapter.. damnit.. Then sat a shuttle bus to white sands. yuesheng bought a basketball lolx. then had lunch. then sat bus to amk.. walked around abit as wei jun wanted to buy a box duelist genesis box lolol. but everywhere sold out. Sadded sia.. So finally homed. Had a bath and slept.

ALOHA LOYANG'S ROAD IS RETARDED. I'M NEVER WALKING IT AGAIN.

Eileen's cracked voice was so manly.. MACHO MAN EILEEN.. LOLOLOL

The chalet was extremely enjoyable.. although it didn't following according what we were planning. haha. :\. Was still fun tho. Hope we have it again.

Suffering from lack of sleep lol. i'll update tomorrow. take care people. :)

2008-12-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

So I'm preparing to sleep now lol. But i thought i would update now and later as i wouldn't be updating for 3 days since chalet is later today. lol. I hope everything turns out alright. hmm...

Well anyway my hands this morning are much better i guess. Damn sian. Hands like some toufu thing loL. So soft. So woke up and reviewed some articles as i had to give a report to axel. (damn u axel.) After that met yz, martin, chin long, wei jun, sern yi for bball. LOL. Played with some older guys. i hoped i helped out :|. So went home at 6.30pm. Then started to slack and prepare for the chalet later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BROTHER YUEZHENG :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha. December liao.. Results coming.. haiz.. =\

Well another update later since i'm not going to update for 3 days >_>. hahas. take care people. ;)

2008-12-02T23:04:00.007+08:00

Rawr! Update time!. LoL.

So i slept for 12 hours today. LOL. ACHIEVEMENT! :P. 1am to 1pm lol. haha. Oh well. When i woke up everywhere aching lolx. ahh.. even now =\ hands feel like toufu. lol. haha. So i went out for a short while today to meet a customer :).But when i went out i saw this LOL.

If u can't see it clearly. its a broom hanging from the 3rd or 4th floor of rosyth primary school LOL!. Wonder who did this... funny.. Couldn't stop laughing lol.

Anyway met my customer and then went home lolx. Had a good deal :). Yeah! haha. So then i slacked at home and couldn't do much as my hands ache like nonsense =\ lolx. Tomorrow still have a game. Must tahan the pain! lol. :)

Take care people. I'll update tomorrow =D

2008-12-01T21:39:00.003+08:00

wah.. starting to become inconsistent liao lol. must update more often liao. lolol.

Well i'll do some catching up.

30th novem (Sunday)

Shane brought me out lol!. But before that i basicly slacked at home and did nothing lolx. So we went out and had some famous chicken rice lol. The stall was pretty old but the food certainly wasn't! damn nice can! If you guys want can bring u guys go! Somemore not ex!. So we caught up on wad we did recently.. and then we went to dota..aha! Got owned. Fed. LOL. No la. not so cham. Good support using shadow shaman :). So we stopped at 10+ then we went home together.. haha! Shane i want you to teach me too. Let's hope i promote lol.

1th December (monday)

How time flies... already the final month of our holidays.. haha.. I'm still in a deep deep holiday mood.. no mood to study really. I wonder if i can promote anot all the time.. haiz. lolx. But if i do. i will study hard :) cannot let my parents down. So anyway went out today to do some "training" LOL. Can't saying anything. well.. people will find out soon hehe. so yeah pretty much it!

BUSTER DECK NOT DOING WELL. ARGHHHHHHHH

lol. Haha. i'll update tomorrow. :)

2008-11-29T00:27:00.002+08:00

So i didn't blog for 2 days lol. cause i'm kinda busy nowadays.. :\ time for an update for thursday and friday xD!

Thursday 27th november

Woke up early today to do some stuffs for my mom. Then went back to sleep lol. Woke up at 1pm.. LOL. So had lunch and watched some anime.. then hotshotted xD. damn zai their moves. makes me wanna practice bball! lOL. although i would suck at it :(. Not fast enough. I think i excel better at other parts of life lol. Thinking of life.. alot of things has been going on recently :(. I hope my mom recovers too. I'm sure that operation wound hurts :(. Importing fees are starting to stack up... stressed. Buster deck not doing so well. Man..

But theres something nice to look up to lol. I FINALLY BEAT THE GUNTANK XD. Using gx-9900 :). Gundam X rocks.

Friday 28th november.

So today i woke up late. Got woken up by my dad spamming my house phone. LOL. Mom had to go checkup. When she came back cooked lunch for me. :D mom's cooking sure is nice. LOL. so i hotshot marathorn today. lol. The story is so interesting! haha. hooks u on. :)

Well i'll update later.. again lol. for saturday that is! may have some activities on haha. well till then cya!

2008-11-26T21:39:00.008+08:00

Hoho. Update time!

So i didn't have a good sleep today... i feel asleep at the keyboard at 2pm in the morning -.- lol. Then woke up at 5pm cause it was extremely hot anyway. So went to my room to sleep. Got woken up at 11.30 by my mom ~_~". Oh well. So i completed gundam X today. Awesome ending. Too bad it got cancelled and they had to shorten the anime. If not i could have watched more awesomeness LOL.Actually wanted to go out with baha. He told me he had WoW event so i okok and the outing was cancelled lol. At night i had to see a doctor today as my cough medicine ran out. When i reached the clinic i reserved a space. Then sat there and played psp. Suddenly i had an idea lol. Decided to call ambrose to come down and pei me LOL. He agree. Was damn funny. So after seeing the doctor went home and had dinner :).

Ah.. i guess tomorrow will be hotshotting lol.

The below article is deciated to fustration and anger by me n ambrose lol.

So while we waited for the doctor. We played gundam vs gundam and we finally found an AI controlled enemy who really got on our nerves and we couldn't win. and the suit was THIS:

Do i have to blog about how GAY this thing is? god damn. Even god gundam and destiny weren't enough to beat this monster :(. (yes if you are going to scold us noobs. We don't mind.)

There was alot of whining when we fought this lol. You should have seen us LOL. We were consoling each other at how gay this thing was. lolol. God damn. I'm still finding a way to beat the living crap out of it.

LOL. Thats all today folks.

Will update tomorrow... :D

2008-11-25T23:17:00.002+08:00

Update time! lol.

Well i watched someting new today lol. Watched Hotshot. 1 word. KUAZHANG. LOL!. heh. but its pretty nice :). almost done with gundam X though. 5 episodes left ~_~. In the afternoon went to meet eileen and vanessa as i had to pass eileen need for speed undercover and midnight club LA. Stood there and chatted awhile. Made fun of eileen and vanessa and they made fun of me back =.=. Eileen then asked me to go get mineral water for her. I go to Cheers i ask the guy. He stare at me blankly. wtf =.=. Anyway they then had to go so i went to funz to check up on stuff.

Eileen..hoho. Be prepared. I'm so preparing my car now :).

Trying to master gundam versagio or something in gundam vs gundam. must perfect it and piss ambrose off :). Quite strong itself liao imho. haha.

Anyway a certain retard made a comeback today... i guess retards are retardedly persistant. How sad. Can't even spell his own name correctly.. Oh well.. retards will be retards. Whine like some desperate idiot.

A certain phrase shall be remembered :)

"The power to protect. Is what i'll give you." - Alicia

:) Thanks :)

Well i'll update next time.. zz almost time to Red alert 3.. i know i'm lifeless haha. cya guys.

2008-11-25T14:12:00.005+08:00

Forced to do this by my mei (eileen) lol. oh well. do lor.. make u happy.

quiz time
-list down 20 person you think of now.(type full name pls)
1)Alicia Lee Min Xi
2)Eileen Yeo Xun Ru
3)Zhuo Yue Zheng
4)Axel Xun
5)Tan Yan Ling
6)Lim Yi Yong
7)Ambrose Lim
8)Ben Yong
9)Celes Yong
10)Marcus(not sure of his full name)
11)Christine Yap
12)Angelica Si
13)Ryan Lee
14)Lionel Du Pize
15)Luke Frost
16)Raymond Sim
17)Jefferson Sim
18)Vanessa Leo
19)Michael aka baha
20)Brian Ran.

-list 3 from the list who are important to you and why
1)Zhuo Yue Zheng - my good brother lol. always there for me. no matter thick or thin. comforting me. He is someone who u can put trust in :).

2)Eileen Yeo Xun Ru- my good mei! lolol. also always there for me. someone i can trust with secrets and she always gives me good advice :)

3)Marcus - another good brother. Yu Gi Oh supplier too :). also someone who is always there for me.

-talk abt 1 and 2
1)Alicia Lee Min Xi - good and close childhood friends since 2 years old.. always by each others side :). Made important Promises to each other.

2)Eileen Yeo Xun Ru - Said in above post. But she really is a good friend. Best :).

-what if 6 betray 1
They don't know each other. So its impossible.

-what if 15 ask for stead and you are single?
Lol. I'm not gay and I'm sure he isn't too.

-if 12 stead with 8?
If Ben steads with angelica something very bad will happen to him. VERY VERY BAD.

- what do you like abt 4 and 5?

Axel Xun- His personality and his attitude. He will treat you according to how he sees you as :). To each other we are important friends and brothers. So.. We are very nice to each other. I'll admit hes extremely funny at times.

Tan Yan Ling - Tution partner! LOL. Along with lionel last time. LOL. Very pleasant person. No AP problems :). Very very nice girl.

-does 10 knows 15?if yes,how?
No they don't each other.

-if you find out 9 stead with 11?
Les? lol I'm sure Ben wouldn't mind heheh...

-what is one thing you like abt this 20 ppl?
All of them are my important friends. I'll never forget them and they are always there for me :) except 20...

-what if 18 say i love you to you?
Haha. Well if it happens then say. But i'll be shocked :).

-what if 20 betray you?
Don't ask. Don't pry into the past. It is something you won't like digging up.

choose 4 ppl to do the quiz from the list of 20 friends
1)Tan Yan Ling
2)Eileen Yeo
3)Axel Xun
4)Zhuo Yue Zheng

2008-11-24T23:28:00.003+08:00

Rawr. Finally felt like posting lol.

Cause basicly i rotted today away by watching gundam X. lol yeah.. no life i know. Monday is like anime day lol. Almost whole day watching new anime.. and old anime. This week's episode confirms that tieria is a guy/girl. Yes both sexes! Woot homosexual robots. LOL.

Oh well... lol.

Had some fun today arguing with a retard. Not going to mention his name because i feel he's beyond hope. If someone is so handsome and starts showing off to only say later he is handsome like a normal person. I think his brain needs to go for some checkup :).

Come post in my tagboard if u dare. I'll dig u you out and show the world what type of person you are.

Will update tomorrow... Till then cya!

2008-11-23T18:48:00.007+08:00

Get ready for a long update!

lol.

So i today went to my ah ma's house. Good to see that everyone is doing well. Haha. But my cousin. Haiz. Wished he studied harder. His PSLE score was quite low. Not going to reveal to embarass him. Anyway gambathe. Study harder next year. Secondary school life not easy to cope. haha. Was there from like 10am till 6pm. Halfway through got extremely bored from just psp alone. I kept manhandling my car in midnight club LA lol. So asked to used his comp to watch gundam X. Was very hyped up about gundam after that chat with lionel last night lol. Damn =_=. Might even watch the first gundam series that came out in 1979. LOL... Anyway lunch and dinner was simple and nice. Ah ma's cooking tastes good once a month lol. haha. Said my goodbyes and went home with my mom.

On to the main article...

So... have u ever fantasized about having (insert anime character here) as a wife?

or having (insert anime character here) to do your every bidding? clean your house? please you Sexually? (I'm sorry. i had to say it. Its part of the article)

Well.. here is an article by Geekyprince
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Believe it or not, there is this guy in Japan who is running a campaign to allow marriage of fictional manga characters because he is more at ease with loving fictional characters over real life women.

Well, one thing for certain is that anime babes has always and is a growing sex symbol for single males and otakus I feel, and even I have to admit that females manga characters, though fictional possess traits we men want some women to have. The figure, the personality, the obedience, the ability to understand a man irregardless of situation.

Taichi Takashita, the man behind this awkward and worrisome campaign started an online petition. His goal? 1 million signatures so he can present to the government and surprisingly, he managed to get over a 1000 signatures in simply one week.

Taichi actually admits he’s no longer interested with the 3 dimensional world, meaning he’s no longer interested or feel for real life women. He has accepted that he’d rather be a 2 dimensional character rather then be a real human being, a kind of thinking kids actually have, and I don’t mean that is a good or bad way.

Of course, since it impossible to be a 2-D person, why not at least legalise marriage toward fictional anime girls? So that’s what Taichi Takashita did.

Some people commented on how much they would love to have this system implemented as quite a number who is part of the petition actually have someone they truly love who is fictional and I was pretty shock, but not that shock that my balls would fall. I have to admit, even someone like me have that sort of wishful thinking sometimes. But be it fictional or real life, the fact remains. They love someone, and this requires a compassionate view from our stand point.

Looking at this now, I believe relationship experts and gurus may not except this sort of outrage to legalise marriage of fictional anime babes, and for me, I find it interesting, though it can be weird and delusional, it may have possibilities to open doors for new opportunities.

What differs between a real life woman and a fictional anime woman is the fact that anime women are never what a real woman is. Anime women won’t stray, they are obedient, they love with true compassion and the release and succumb to men in bed. They are everything a man wants out of a woman, but the one most special thing about them that makes them more to be loved is the fact that they are women to can talk to without fear. You can be shy, and they’ll persist you. You can say no to sex, but they will hunt you. you can give them the freedom without fear that they will love another man. They can cook, clean and care like the perfect house wife who loves doing home chores without the least bit of complaint. One of the best things is when they love a man, they love beyond the expectations of any woman. They are willing to give body scrubs, wake you up, be with you through thick and thin.

Fictional anime women are no doubt every man’s dream, but sadly, no woman can possess the same type of traits a anime girl would ever have.

I have my fair share of loving fictional characters like Nico Robin from One Piece, but I’m over that now, but I’m still her admirer.

So on to the real thing. Should such a thing be legalised?
Men who are crazy for fictional characters are often males who can’t cope with real life relationships. One of many reasons is because they don’t feel the sense of love, or they just can’t seem to find real love in the real world. Some just have little self-esteem, something an anime girl can cope with out of a guy. Some males just don’t have the looks in Japan and yes, not many Japanese males are good looking and that is also one of the many reasons why they probably lack the confidence to excel in real life relationships.

So to marry or not to marry a fictional character, your vote, your words. think you got something to say and share your view, go right ahead, we’re all ears.

And thats the end of the article. Its quite interesting actually. Lionel showed it to me in our anime chat last night lol. Its quite shocking also. But the points in the article are quite true though. Although i wouldn't mind having an anime character to be my wife xD!

An interesting quote by Fzerowing (a commentor)

I wonder how they are going to have intercourse....does the dude rip a hole in the paper and start the action or something..(thats going to be a shhit load of papercuts btw) ....and how is the girl supposed to respond to talking....its not like she is alive to put up like dialogue bubbles on her head on her own.

Haha.

Phew finally done. Longest update till date! haha. I swear to god this post is about life lol. And how weird this world is. So enjoy! I'll update tomorrow :) (I have to add that the two pictures were extremely well drawn <3..)

2008-11-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

Time for an update lol.

So like what i said yesterday. I rotted today away. lol. But today seems more enjoyable lol. I don't why. but it just is xD! But went out awhile though. Met Marcus for some business stuff and to test buster deck again. I must perfect it!. >_<
Anyway looks like this month's importing fee will be a bomb... haiz.. Oh well. Then went back home and ate lunch. After that played red alert 3 with damien and it was a LOL game. Lets just say. If he was sitting beside me when i did THAT thing. I would have got beaten to death LOL. *cough*. Then went to take a nap. After that woke up and ate dinner. Then called ambrose to chat about business plans and test buster deck again. LOL. Now going to red alert 3 with damien again.

Yes i know alot of buster deck testing is going on. I admit im a buster whore. LOL.
Well thats life.

Well. I'll update tomorrow. RED ALERT 3 TIME. HELL MARCH RAWR. xD

2008-11-21T22:43:00.002+08:00

I've to remind everyone that i make this blog is NOT about cards and anime OKAY?!?!
I got write about life de K? To prove it. This post is decicated to what i did today. YES. u read correctly!

LOL.

Woke up kinda late today. Agreed to meet ambrose together to get another duelist box and test out the buster deck. LOL. So set the time at 12.10pm. I came out at 11.45 and waited the bus till 12.15. oh my god... pro bus. so i reached there at 12.40. Due to an accident. People. Please drive carefully. You make other people late for appointments because u cause accidents if u don't. LOL. So met him at hub and went to get the duelist box. Asked ambrose to pick a box and he for some reason picked the box with my name on it. God T_T! The box booster pulls were crap. So anyway, we headed up to the foodcourt to eat and open up the box. Then we sat there and played psp and cards. For 4 hours. Yes! 4. h.o.u.rs. LOL. Waste of time. Wanted to arrange an interview with pepper lunch. But i guess have to wait for Ivan's lobang lol. After that we walked around and went to funz to whack pack. Got crap again. (My luck is damn bad man.) Ate abit at mac and went home for dinner. For some reason. I just want to lie in bed for a day and rot it away. I guess i'll do that tomorrow lol.

That scar that you left on me still stays on. I'll never forgive what you said.

hohohoho. Well. kinda LOL post. But still enjoy! I'll update tomorrow :)

2008-11-20T15:51:00.017+08:00

Another day. Another update lol. Oh well.

Just watched the DVD included in the duelist box.

1 word to describe it.

AWESOME!!!

If u can i'd recommand it. Even though it has no subtitles. Yeah. But c'mon its yu gi oh lol. Its always. My turn! Draw! bla bla bla...

lol.

Some cool screenshots lol.

Does stardust look good or what?

The two stars of the Show!

Red Demon Dragon / Buster!

Stardust Dragon / Buster!

The episode was really awesome. It even had Aki smiling and she looks so cute when she smiles :D! Luna looks cute too in this pic haha! lol. :P

Then at some point Yusei used a trap card to evade a direct attack. By jumping. LOL. If the metagame had this card. Everyone would load it and jump to evade direct attacks LOLMAO.

And finally. At another point in time this happened. I have no idea why he is spinning like that lol. But i'd figure Jack would be like "wtf is he doing?"

Well thats about it lol. Sorry to spoil it guys haha. But its really awesome. :D.

Anyway i woke up early today as i slept early last night and i promised my mom i'd help her with the marketing lol. So i went to the market and i wanted to buy some fish. I asked the fishmonger to skin the scales off for me and he told me to skin it myself in a very not happy manner LOL. My mom scolded the fishmonger lol. The real owner of the store came out and apologized to us and gave his employee a scolding too. Then he gave us one fish extra. Oh man.. more fish.. T_T. lol. Came home and started slacking and playing gundam vs gundam :D! yeap its out!.

I seriously love my need for speed undercover and my Midnight Club LA car lol. Customized it until very very nice :D.

Well. I'll update tomorrow. Take care people :D!

2008-11-19T15:01:00.010+08:00

Well, my next update lol.

Woke up at 10:10. Yes what a time to wake up lol. haha. Anyway woke up and watched some new episodes of anime. haha.

Alleuyah's pushing his limit lol.

I'd reckon Alleuyah has things going too well for him lol. Something is going to happen to him for sure haha.

Anyway currently enjoying need for speed undercover! The game is not as bad the reviews say. Highway Battle is just too awesome. max speed + high traffic = skill required to weave in and out. Next good game for the psp is kidou senshin gundam vs gundam! hohoho. looking forward to using Gundam Exia and Gundam X haha.

As bored as ever though. thinking up of decks lol. well look for my next update tomorrow :D

An update on cards and life.

2008-11-19T00:49:00.014+08:00

So its 12am in the morning... what to do.. what to do.. lol. Well, since some peeps asked for it.. i'll give a card review. On the latest promo STARDUST DRAGON / BUSTER :D

Dragon / 10 stars / atk 3000 / def 2500

This card cannot be Normal Summoned or Set. This card cannot be Special Summoned except by the effect of this card and "Buster Mode". When the effect of a Spell, Trap, or Effect Monster is activated, you can Tribute this card to negate the activation and effect of that card, and destroy it. During the End Phase of the turn in which this effect is used, you can Special Summon this card from your Graveyard. When this face-up card is destroyed, you can Special Summon 1 "Stardust Dragon" in your Graveyard.

Will it be seen in competitive play? Maybe. Mostly No.

Effectiveness? 5/5
Usefulness? 2.5/5
Art? 5/5

The art is just awesome...

Why is it only 2.5 for usefulness?

The fact that it is a buster monster means that it's abilities are somewhat limited. They are only avaliable in special / difficult conditions. However, if you manage to bring this dragon out. It will wreak havoc. Negating almost anything that activates. Of course the imbalancenss of D.D. crow comes in. Which is countered by necrovalley / imperial iron wall. However, imperial iron wall is a better option as it still enables you to revive your stardust dragon from the graveyard if the opponent should manage to destroy this deadly dragon. Standard decks so far, load 3 imperial iron wall, 3 buster mode and beast ,3 diabolic guy, 3 emergency teleport , 3 clevonse.

The deck surrounding it is somewhat slow moving. Unless of course you have a good hand. Well basicly, the deck is more of casual play. However, i'm trying out a buster concentrated deck. Which mainly consist of a huge number of buster support. Will post the results soon.

Phew now thats out of the way. lol. the pack costs $95 -.-. with a calculator, dvd, 2 packs of crossroads of chaos, duelist genesis, crimson crisis and a courier box. Pretty worth it if u ask me :D. Gotten 1 already. Got crap from booster pulls. Well time to find cash for another box lol.

If only cash was this easily lent.

The box cost 5400 yen. c'mon get 54 people to lend me 100 yen each! haha!
Well i'm off to sleep lol. Another update later in the morning haha.

2008-11-18T16:34:00.000+08:00

Woot! First post!

hoho. lol thanks for viewing haha.

Woke up at 7.30am to see a doctor. Was damn grouchy lol. Had to wait an hour for the doctor to come wtf! was starving~. Then went back home to sleep lol.

Anyway! today is 18th novem! NEED FOR SPEED UNDERCOVER RELEASES :O

Can't wait to play it haha!

Anyway something interesting lol. Maggie Q playes Chase Linh in the new game lol i think there is a pun in there somewhere... anyway..

Here is a interview!

Yeap. lol. Slacking for quite awhile now.. I think i might be rotting. lol.

Well. I'll keep updating so keep a lookout lol. haha. man i'm bored..